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It's unhealthy the number of nights I lie awake fantasizing about going back in time and reliving either my UoI or NUFS time all over again. Doing it right this time. I've got it down to a science. These days, I wonder if I'll ever even GO to Japan again.

I didn't sleep a wink last night. Sleep-deprivation hysteria. Move along. Move along.

Yes!

Mar. 30th, 2009 10:21 pm
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BRING IT!
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The interview in Chicago was so comically disastrous I almost expected someone to jump out from behind a secret door and tell me I was on Candid Camera. The woman conducting the interview was a total bitch, some of the practices used were very suspicious, and no actual one-on-one interviewing was even done. Total misrepresentation. Needless to say I was flat out rejected. Also, offended.

Now, I'm feeling lost. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to be doing. I sit here in my parents' home and try not to spend any money and browse around for jobs. I've been wondering lately if I should just abandon all hope of ever going back to Japan. All the job prospects that were there a few years ago have dried up. All the big companies I'd investigated are no longer hiring. I don't know how to proceed. I just don't know.

Weakling

Mar. 22nd, 2009 10:32 pm
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I'm so scared about this interview on Thursday and Friday I can't bring myself to do anything. I make bad first impressions. I have no hope. I'm afraid that I'll get there and it will be canceled or something. I'm afraid I'll cry.

Does anyone have any videos on sample ESL lessons?
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I'm sure I'm the last to hear about this (and via The Colbert Report no less!) but I just can't stop laughing. The SciFi channel is renaming themselves to the SyFy Channel to divorce themselves from the nerd image they feel is holding them back. Really? Seriously? The exec makes mention in the article that the change is in part to endear women to the network and boost ratings. Methinks good shows would do that. No? No? Apparently not. I stopped watching when they started airing more wrestling and reality shows than scifi. What does that make me?

Console yourselves ladies by visiting the Harlequin website and generating your own personalized romance novel blurb. It's beautiful. I imagine this is how they really write those plotlines.

Speaking of television that nobody watches, did anybody catch the premire of NBC's Kings? It's a retelling of biblical King David's story in a modern setting. Feels like a show that would be on Showtime or HBO but magically appeared on NBC when nobody was looking. No, really. It's premire was the lowest rated show on Sunday night. Go watch the first episode on Hulu why don't you? I find it pretty. I'd like it to get at least a little bit in before it's canceled and replaced with another Sherlock Holmes superdetective crime show.

Maybe I won't write about the con after all. Too much trouble. And nobody cares.
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( A few more... )

Working on writing up bits and pieces about the weekend, but posting this first.
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I know I'm supposed to be jaded and elitist but I'm browsing the Naka-Kon program and I'm really liking the look of the panels. Usually my big nerdcon interests, cosplay and jmusic, are under-represented and only addressed generally at panels. Gawd. There are about 6 that I'm already dying to go to. T minus four days until con time, yeah?

Man, I haven't posted since I put up that poll, have I? Bad me. I ultimately decided upon the Utada Hikaru outfit from her PV for the single "Passion" as my primary and started the low key and cheap red dress getup for Chizuru from Tokyo Marble Chocolate as a backup just in case something went wrong with the Utada dress. But the Passion dress is shaping up nicely so I think I'll let the Chizuru ensemble simmer on the back burner and finish it up a little later. I might consider pushing myself to complete it as I've got about 90% of the elements purchased and ready- even the pieces are cut out!- but I'm not that crazy. One Sarah is coming up on Wednesday and the other is coming up on Thursday. I've got to scrub the bathroom to make it nice for company and I've got a new schedule to follow.

Ah! That's also new. After too many unemployed weeks of waking up late and not getting anything done with my day, I asked my mother if I could tag along on her 5AM trips to the Gladstone Community Center for some exercise. She loved the idea and promptly bought me a 3 month membership. Now, every morning when she goes to swim laps I program a 30 minute stationary bike ride into the so-advanced-they-might-be-sentient exercise bikes and have at it. These things are crazy. The handlebars monitor your heart rate and there is a TV built into the display. It's nice. I'm able to wake up, catch up on recent videos via VH1, and move around a bit. My mother is also taking the opportunity to teach me to drive on the trips to and from the GCC. It isn't much, but it's enough to make me feel like I'm doing something with my days.

I applied to another place. My father was using the MySpace job search engine as a joke and found some interesting things. Among them: a Delta listing for new flight attendants who are American but speak Japanese. I laughed it off at first, but 20 minutes later shut my skeptical yapper and went ahead and completed the 4 stage application process. I think my chances are slim to none, but whether I'm interviewed, hired, or not I'm happy. It isn't the dream job, but I'd be lying if I said it wasn't on my internal list of jobs I could easily glamorize and would happily take. Full salary and benefits and regular trips to Japan that I'm paid to take? Access to free or discounted plane tickets to visit my friends in other states and countries? And as cheesy as it is, I get a decent sense of satisfaction from customer service-type jobs. Oh well. Too bad I have just as much of an ice cube's chance in hell of getting that gig. Same as the English teaching stuff.

Saw Watchmen like the rest of the grown-up continental nerd US. Hotaru's insistance. It really got under my skin somehow. I've had two nightmares about the characters. Also, the whole philosophical end about human nature boiling down to a need to scare the fear of god back into people just to get them to behave? Oh, that pissed me off. I'm sorry, but I would like to believe that people are capable of doing good without fear of divine retribution. I feel that sort of philosophy cheapens any and all moral acts. Also, as an anime nerd I really had to roll my eyes at the end. For all the richness of the characters and depth to the universe, Evangelion examined the human condition much more deeply and Gundam Wing is still my number one idiot conspiracy-to-end-all-war show. Though, I hear the original had an ending more like the fake alien version of 9/11? Dated as it might be, the recent Bush-era legal memos on the near dictatorship the Bush Administration built around themselves leaves even that possible ending with a bitter taste in my mouth that I can't get past. Meh. It just isn't my thing, I suppose.
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Thinking out loud with pictures. If you're bored, weigh in. Or, provide suggestions.

Wig shopping -or- Why are normal Asian hair colors and haircuts so hard to find wigs of?! )

All prices include shipping. At the moment I'm leaning towards the $36, last one on the bottom row. But, not sure. Anyone got any wig seller recs? For normal-color wigs? I've got dozens of resources on rainbow colors, but brunette? Psh.
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I need a little input. At least, some little response to push me in one way or another and to help me make up my mind. In a few short weeks will be the first Naka-kon in two years that I'll be able to attend and, just like the last one, I'll be a cosplay judge. Being stuck living with my parents while I search for a job has left me with a unique situation that I doubt will ever be replicated or bested ever again. I have unlimited time, you see, to make a costume. Unlimited time, and I don't have to pay for hotel or a con badge. Or transportation, really. The convention is local. I mean I'd gladly put up some cash for anyone I hitch with to downtown, but beyond that I'm free and clear.

...and clueless as to what to do with my good fortune.

And, I'm fast running out of time to wait for shipping if I'm to, say, get a new wig or other vital part of a getup online. So, help me! Help me decide, friends list? Suggestions are welcomed. I want to get at least one new thing together to at least wear on Saturday. I'm thinking my Hinata getup and maybe Aoi could make an appearance, but that leaves an empty space on the schedule.

Please take my poll and help my indecisive self out? Maybe one or two people? Please? Or comment if you have comments or suggestions? I'm not even sure who is going to this con anymore.

Photos, Descriptions, Pros+Cons )

For those two of you who might be curious: I've ruled out Nakashima Mika's SEPPUN dress because it can't be walked in, the Heartess ant for the same reason, and the 12 Kingdoms magical creature because I won't be competing in a contest. If I can work out ACen plans, that will all change very quickly.


[Poll #1355814]
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Wired: What the Stimulus Means for High-Speed Rail
International Herald Tribune: Letter from America: Ignoring trains puts U.S. on the wrong track
Boston Globe: Will stimulus funds put rail on the fast track?

For some odd reason, the day after that non-State of the Union, the issue that I'm hung up on and listlessly wishing would actually get the attention and funds it deserves isn't health care or education or any failing industry's stimulus. No, I'm deeply saddened by the Republican response's mockery of trains and proposed rail systems. Not only did the Republican response to the president's address try to make a bridge-to-nowhere joke about the prospect of a high speed rail system in this country, it cited an example that isn't even on the proposed list of rail systems! Though, I think they could do worse than a bullet train to Tomorrowland. Would it be so bad to connect Vegas to CA via high speed train? Maybe not Vegas straight to Anaheim, but how about LA? Isn't that one of the most traveled short air routes in the states? Wouldn't that save all sorts of fuel and reduce air traffic? Wouldn't a casino sponsored high speed train route make for a great prototype? Why does that deserve to be written off? What is so bad about that idea?

Dawn

Feb. 17th, 2009 01:42 am
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It's fast approaching! I am a creature of the night! ...me and my cable box and my computer. I've got that soft computer-screen glow going on.

I finally have my 500 words! Tomorrow, hopefully, I apply to that job and get onto applying to more. Me and my fucking fixations. Gawd.

Elizabeth loaned me season 1 of The Big Bang Theory. I take back everything bad I ever said about sitcoms! I mean...I've had some of the same conversations that the boys on this show have. My shelves look like theirs. Aw~ I wish male nerds were really like this. And, that more nerds looked and dressed like Sheldon! Hell, I'm not even sure the male nerd species still exists.

Syndicated television has increased it's grip on me. I've discovered Hulu.com and cable channels like Sleuth.

My entertainment revelations:
1) The Pretender, Babylon 5, Roswell, and Sliders are all up on Hulu. Well, not 100%, but close. I'm going to be doing a lot of reliving of my teenage nerddom soon.
2) Not only is NCIS on about 6 hours every weekday, there is also a show called "The Real NCIS". And, I'm not talking about the DVD extras or the awesome cast roundtable here!
3) Despite how creepy the leads are, both 'The Dead Zone' and 'The Mentalist' are actually good shows.
4) The LOGO animated variety show 'Alien Boot Camp' that airs on Friday nights occasionally shows yaoi including Fake and Winter Cicada.
5) The guy behind The Dead Zone theme, Jeff Buckley, also sang the song 'Hallelujah' from the episode of The West Wing in which Mark Harmon's secret service agent character gets gunned down.

Ok, this 18 year old boy on mixi who seems to go to Nagoya Daigaku messaged me. He is but the latest bored Japanese male in the endless and entertaining stream of Japanese dudes to fill up free time by messaging random foreign chicks. Don't get me wrong, I find it hilarious, too. Typical small flattery, basic questions, short niceties. Though, this guy has these weird... I dunno. Grammar patterns? da-yo-ne seems to be shortened to ya or ya-ne? What is that? I've made it my policy to respond to every message I get in Japanese or from a Japanese or Korean person on mixi. It leads to fun times.

Back to the interweb....
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Akane stopped by a few days ago to marathon the few episodes of Supernatural she hadn't seen yet. We were up until 5AM. It tired me out so severely I lost a day. I just... slept. And, learned nothing makes me feel more guilty than sleeping all day when I'm unemployed.

Both of my parents' have been sick all week. And pissy. And, my mother isn't happy that she turned 59 on Monday. I've been tip-toeing around a bit. All this has meant that the momentum that existed to finish my little room renovations and get everything just plain done...is gone. Paint has been applied and touched up. Carpet is in. I have a new bedding set and replacements for the glass shades on the ceiling fan's light fixtures (that I didn't even think I needed). But, the windows and, most importantly, the broken book shelves just sit there teasing me and my impotence when it comes to progress.

...I'm like a ghost around here...

I can't transport myself as I have no car and no licence. I stay inside, away from the cold almost all the time. I have no job and no money, so no fiscal power. I don't/can't cook when the master chefs (my parents) are around. I'm just spending my time trying to stay out from underfoot and it's a little unnerving. This is what it's like to haunt a house, eh?

I'll tell you one thing this out-of-school/unemployed thing is good for: Keeping up with my email. I finish almost every day with nothing in my inbox and never let it get above more than a handful of unanswered messages.

Tomorrow I'm starting a mission. I've been watching lots of Style TV's Clean House and really want to get the ball rolling on getting my parents to get rid of their crap. They hate the house the way it is. But, they aren't willing to do anything about it. Let's see if I can get that to change...
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I know I'm not the only one! Here are two late new years memes.

New Years Meme stolen from philady )

New Years Meme stolen from tigerdesu )
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Alright, status update! The childhood room renovations aren't completely done, but they're damn close. A week ago I went to the paint store with my father and picked up a few containers. Akane spent the weekend with me moving things, taping off fixtures, and painting up a storm. I spent two straight days in a paint induced haze before one wall ended up a delightful red and three more a charming light gray. Monday was carpet store time. Tuesday morning, the guy came and installed it. By Wednesday I had most of my things back into the room. Now, it's Friday again and my to do list only has a few paint touch ups, a new bedspread, and new blinds left. Well, those and perhaps new bookshelves. In classic 'dad' fashion, my father decided to make some 'repairs' to one of my cheap bookshelves and proceeded to break it in three new places. He's convinced he can repair it. So, I'm left with only one bookshelf until he gives up the repair quest and decides to replace it. Seriously, the two shelves together cost less than $100 several years ago. It isn't worth it! And, the paint and new carpet together came in under $500. There's budget left!

I finally got my resume together, but the reference page and the 500 word blurb I need to write for one application have been at the bottom of my to do list for the week since then. I don't know what the right answer is. What really turns off the HR people reading resumes for ESL education positions? I have no idea.

I also took the opportunity of moving everything out of and back into this room to clean out a few things. Mainly, my burned CD and DVD collection. Over the years my collection had grown to a modest 500 discs. Most were scratched, duplicates, or unneeded, so I managed to pitch well over 200 discs without much sacrifice to the collection. Even found a few fun things. (My music collection has gotten an 80 album boost in the past week for one.) I got a good laugh about some of it. The way the internet cloud computing works these days most of that media doesn't need a backup, anyway. I'd really like to switch to media backup on miniature hard drives primarily. That would require the funds one gets from employment, though...

Oh! Oh! Funny story: Kang messaged Alyssa last night thinking she was me. I must say I'm flattered. He had no idea for a full half hour that we were two different people. Then, after he figured it out, he Skype'd me and bitched the cutest little storm up about how despite him being a talented Korean/Japanese bilingual graduate, the only skill people seem to be looking for while hiring in Korea is English. "I need to speak English to work in Korea!" He also gave up alcohol for his health and said not being able to drink makes him want to kill himself. Poor Kang. Such an alcoholic! Said next time I'm in Busan to look him up and he'll show me around. Or get me a job. His sister teaches English. Heh. Now if only my Japanese skills didn't need the TLC. I'd have a job! In Korea!

Oh, hey! My diploma came in the mail today. Fun!

For some reason, I find myself drawn into weird fandom things as of late. Maybe it's the making of so many fantasy style dresses for a munchkin or the 40 David Bowie albums I recently acquired. Dunno, but I've been browsing the web for Labyrinth things. Anything. Fic, fan comics, and fan art. I'm getting far too much enjoyment out of it. These little things I've found exemplify why I love fandom. Between the art and the stories I've gained a whole new level of appreciation for the little details in the original film.

It kinda makes me want to try contact juggling. Because... that's hot. Did you know Dr. Crusher from Star Trek: The Next Generation was the choreographer for The Labyrinth?

And, I realized something. The girl in the film? To a 'T' she is my cousin Shannon. Same age at the same time with the same hair and lean little frame and wardrobe full of fanciful clothes and room stuffed with fantasy figurines and books. Shannon had a thing for unicorns as a kid, and was the kind of girl in the 80's who I imagined wanted a horse. She went to art school and they became her favorite subjects after all. I'm laughing at this realization even now. You know, I think Shannon, and her scifi addict brother Lee, were the reasons I just assumed as a kid that whimsical fantasy obsessed state was normal for teenagedom. And, the reason I had a gender bias for fantasy/scifi for so long. Oh, well. That was ages ago. I know now I'm not really a fantasy fan and never will like magic more than space ships and that's ok. Such a silly, trivial thing to have angsted over as a kid!

I won't go into the other fandom things I've been browsing. I'm deeply ashamed. Let's just say when I found out my two favorite men on current American TV, Dean from Supernatural and Tony from NCIS, were on the same show in the past I... developed a shameful curiousity about the show. Yeah. Dark Angel. I'm watching Dark Angel. So ashamed.

I'm giving Twitter a try. We'll see how that goes.

Watching the news today... I feel like I'm witnessing the end of the world. Ugh. Can I hide under a rock and try for a job next year instead?

Lastly, I'm jealous. I'm jealous of the rest of the country. For some reason this year Kansas City has become an oasis among cities and states blanketed with snow. There were two storms in this week along that missed us. One went 50 miles north, one 50 miles south. Us? hardly a dusting. Half the charm of winter is having pretty snow to look at. And, for my mother, snow days. She has been complaining with fervor for the entire past month about the lack of NKCSD snow days this year. I think she'll go nuts if she doesn't get one. Even a disaster-level snow storm would be acceptable at this point.
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After nearly two weeks, I still haven't been able to pin down my own 'retired' father to help me flesh out my list of contact information and employment history into an actual resume. I don't know how this is. He's not working, I'm not working. We live in the same house. But, for two weeks he's managed to slip away every time I bring it up. Every time I set a deadline, he manages to be gone. I can't tell if I'm actually that low of a priority for him or if he is even aware of the passage of time so as to understand a deadline has passed. I recruited my mother for help...but she seems to care even less. They have said many times they want to help and guide me as much as possible towards my employment goals, but they've been all talk. I'm not sure how to progress, now.

I'd decided nearly a month ago that no matter how this process went, I'd just roll with the punches and be ok with it. This was working until this week's two little financial depressive moments. First, I got a notification from my bank that because I was no longer a student, my checking account type would be changed resulting in a base $6.95 fee per month. Then, I completed the online exit counseling for my student loans. Learned that while they had not seen fit to notify me, they had seen fit to start billing me. I'm more than a month and more than $500 in the hole on payments. I only have about $2,000 to my name at the moment. Just thinking about it makes me anxious.

...and I just heard my parents having a screaming fight about me.

I've been trying to press forward in my other plans. I've been promised a paint purchase in the next two days. I only have one more child's dress to finish before I'm done with the batch. And... I don't know. I feel a little like a human in storage.
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As I cleaned out my fabric and sewing supplies collection weeks ago, I started making dresses, again, for Liz's daughter Amber as a way to get rid of fabric that wasn't of much use to me. Small pieces too little to be used for a real project go far when you're dressing a nine year old, after all. But, after making only five dresses... I'm sick of it. And, I've got three more to finish. Just cut out the pieces for one of them today. And, I'm stuck going to Walmart with Liz for the few little things I need for the last two on Sunday. I feel like a jackass for feeling this way. Two of these last three dresses are specific requests from the munchkin, too. Actually, one is a cloak not a dress. Maybe it will be easier to get through? I find myself starting to work on one and the energy just drains from my body. There's no excitement anymore. I partially blame the fact that Amber is a gangly thing. She's thinner and taller than most patterns allow so I have to accommodate more than I used to. Boo. Meh. Almost done.

Maybe I'm just restless because I haven't left the house in days besides my half hour or so walk around the neighborhood. At least in Iowa City I had the illusion that I was around people. Somehow.

I've also been debating about the decorating options for the past few days and have come to no solid conclusions. This shouldn't be that hard! Right now I'm leaning towards painting my room here in my parents' house like this and making curtains/buying a new bedspread to match so as to update it all. The only things I can't quite decide are what color to make the carpet and what color to paint the furniture that I already own. A light color seems right for the carpet, but I'm clueless with the furniture. It isn't so good of quality that I can just strip the paint and finish the wood. Nor is it shabby enough to just pitch and replace. As artistic as I may have been in my youth, I'm no designer. At least not an interior one. I don't even know if this red and cream-or-white-or-gray color scheme looks too comically Valentines.

I keep staring at my resume and willing it to finish itself. No more of that.

Maybe I'd get more done if I didn't find myself reading fic like a tween during the midnight hour and letting it just drag on into the wee hours of the morning. It's not something I've often been able to do. The guilty pleasure of it all is too much!
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I'm an hour into being 24 and trying not to think about it. I feel more than a little like I have something to prove. It's my birthday! Sheesh! With a little luck I'll be more relaxed when I wake up in the morning.

The perpetual cleaning of the ol' room at the parents' house is finally drawing to a close. I can never get rid of enough stuff, true, but the floor space is open and the shelves are neatly organized and the closet is tidy and the drawers are almost completely empty of unwanted things. Now, I just have to pick out a color scheme and paint the walls, the furniture, and get some new carpet in here and it will be a livable space that doesn't inspire more shame than it gives comfort. I mean... pastel green carpet mixed with pale pink and light blue furniture against white walls? I feel like an infant in here sometimes.

Now to recycle and donate the growing pile of everything I didn't want or need...

I set to writing out a real resume the other day sort of at Elizabeth's prompting and only got about 10 lines into it before I lost my nerve. Sad as it sounds, I'm going to have to get my father to sit down with me and coax me into finishing it properly. In preparation set up a second gmail address that isn't so weeaboo as my current one (ie my actual name and not some handle) and then tied them together so one dumps email into the other and both can reply with either address as the sender. I think I'm dragging my feet more and more because in large part to my cable news obsession. Every day the easiest story to report on is about the slowing economy and job loss. Not-so-subconsciously I'm afraid to put myself out there for anything because I know how inferior I am as a possible hire. There's a mountain of professional rejection in my future and I'm just not looking forward to it.

Also, I've started to become a bit silly about my profile pictures. Over the course of the past few months I'd gone through and updated the photos and information on all of my accounts on costuming sites. Then, a few weeks ago I did the same for all my profile and blog sites. Right now, they all have accurate information and the same current photo. I told myself when I put that all together that I'd keep up with that. I made a resolution to, about once a month or so, take a nice normal portrait of myself and update all these profile pages. Thing is, I can't seem to convince myself that any of the pictures I took this round beat the one I have up now and my own vanity stops me before I upload anything. Maybe I'll have the nerve tomorrow. Or I'll take another round of photos. Who knows? Maybe all this weight I've put on has something to do with it. I feel like I don't fit in my clothes anymore. No joke. I'm not 146 anymore. I'm 152. I've reached a new high and it scares me a little. I feel like this isn't my skin that I'm in. But, it's the dead of winter and I have no transportation to anywhere I can really move around in. And, my parents treat cooking like high art. I don't know if I have it in me to both say no to the food of delicious death and find a consistent way to get out and move around.

Time will tell.

Funk

Jan. 6th, 2009 01:01 am
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I don't know what they did, but the Kansas City tap water I used to love with a passion, now tastes like ass. I can't drink it! This week it's literally the worst tap water I've ever tasted. Now, I'm dehydrated. Today I stooped so low I drank two Coke Zeros. Yesterday and the day before I drank so much tea I couldn't sleep until dawn. This... is a situation only my stupid self could get into, I think. I need to buy a filter or something. I'll die of thirst, it seems.

At least I've gotten lots of cleaning done? Most of the drawers and shelves have been cleaned out in this weird little mis-matched room in my parents' home. There's a massive stack of books and trinkets sitting in the hall ready to be donated to various places. And, I've recycled three stacks of paper more than a foot high each... As well as heaps of cardboard and the like. I don't think I'd thrown out more than a third of my notebooks from the past 6 years of schooling. Have now. I'm almost impressed with how much junk I'd managed to shove into hiding places in this room. Won't lie. I got a lot of satisfaction throwing away whole classes worth of notebooks and texts and whole eras of my teenage years in notebooks and boxes. And there's more coming. Or going. Either way.

I've also been sewing some. Got a new serger and have no problem threading it. Why does everyone bitch about that? It takes time, but it isn't THAT hard. No, my problem with the damn thing is that I can't for the life of me get it to sew any of the decorative stitches. I've gone over the settings in the booklet a dozen times. Doesn't matter. It always sews too loose. Mess with the tensions? Different fabric? Same difference. I'm wishing a little I'd have pushed my parents to buy the cheaper Singer model rather than this Viking one. It's... a little bitchy.

Haven't started my resume yet...

Oh, hey. And my birthday is on Saturday. Ick. I'm thinking.... of pretending it isn't my birthday.
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I need to post more. Right. How about something stupid?



Might have to click to see, but that pink bag on the top right? I was looking for that bag for months. Really really. After seeing posters of Tokyo Marble Chocolate all over Tokyo train stations, I watched the thing and fell in love with the girl's sense of style. Mostly I wanted her handbag. Couldn't find anything like it anywhere for a price that didn't have an unreal amount of zeros attached. (Victoria Beckham's line had one like that.) But, I was cleaning out my shelves yesterday and going through all my old magazines and what did I find? The perfect pink handbag. Exactly as I'd been wanting. Apparently, it was in available at a store called Jolie & D in Harajuku in 2006 for $20. I cry. Not literally. My fashionista inner self is crying, though.
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Ignore how funny looking I am. I GRADUATED! BA in Asian Languages and Literature. Done.

And then we mad dashed to the apartment as the snow started falling for the third snow storm in a week, packed everything I could, and ran head on into this blizzard. )
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